Emo

Firstly, I didn't manage to go Sabah, sad to mention and lazy to explain.

The whole plan were ruined, and we both were sad. Especially him.

But he still manage to console me, as he's the only who knows that I invested a lot on myself for this trip. I did body waxing, facial, herbal bleach, bought beachwear and bikinis, pedicure and manicure, body massages CONSTANTLY and etc! All these cost me bloody hell a bomb! And you won't believe I spent all these already can afford me more than one LV Neverfull.

Yes, I'm serious.

And he even get himself a Nikon D300 for this trip.

Thus, I'm going to Redang with him this coming weekend.

With the Tod's he choose for me ;)

Thank you baby.

Secondly, something goes wrong.

I wish I can just act stupid like a kid.

Thirdly, boyfriend not around to lend me a shoulder.

Fourthly, I want to go clubbing badly; but I'm at Kuantan >_<

Fifthly, I'm procrastinating the selection of university, and decision of IELTS thingy.

and many more....

*

*

*

*

*

*

*

*

Lastly, I feel bored.

Gonna drag my Kuantan pal to go for a TEA!

Yay~~ Yippieeee!!!!

Can't wait for the Beaches session @ Sabah xD

I'm blessed!!!

xoxo~~~*

Filial duty

This video make me misses my grandma in guilt...

I'm sorry grandma.

Thanks for your love and bless in heaven.

Quick Note

I lost my phone peeps!

And being a Digi Business Postpaid Plan's user is such a hassle during re-creating a sim card.

Cannot terminate also, coz already sign up for a 2 year contract >""<

Temporary using Facebook and a personal number to contact...

Pm me for details...

Besides, congrats to my babe!!!

Miss Vivian Siah,

she have found her love one!!!

I was so happy when I know!!!

muah~~~*

Like Like Likey !!

Leng Yein,

the brilliant lady from the same hometown with me.

I'm now her followers of her blog :)

Her superb gorgeous thin body just make me have no idea how she could resist the temptation of food!

Anyway, after I read her blogs,

I nod my head in my heart with a salute manner.

Just ♥ ♥ her thoughts and words ♥ ♥

A Reality that you and I are familiar

Just paint the picture of a perfect place,

they got it better than what anyone's told you.

They'll be the King of Hearts;

and you're the Queen of Spades.

Then we'll fight for them like we were their soldiers.

I know we've got it good;

but they got it made.

And the grass is getting greener each day.

I know things are looking up;

but soon they'll take us down,

before anybody's knowing our name.

17 days left... and I'm getting clumsy ?!

Stop being pampered Miss Carrole!!

Behave like a Final Year Student pleaseee!!

Everyone is stress but non of them behave like you!!

Cancelled the dates and appointment for tomorrow!!

Opsss.... =S

Open your eyes and minds

Sometimes there's a creature quite pity and need our sympathy in my opinion, they just want you to nod your head and listen whatever they talk bad about EVERYONE, most of the time behave nicely in front people but backstabbing behind.

They wrongly thought people don't know what they did behind,

summore simply spread things not true,

by doing own assumption and take that as facts?

HAHAHHAHAA

Seems they don't know what's wrong to themselves but only know what's wrong to others, even already kinda being isolated =)

Hey, everyone knows what's your problem but just forgiving you,

wake up before it's too late okay~~

I'm a typical Libran demand for peace ,that's why choose to keep quiet and smile on you without any feelings. I believe much in Karma. Everyone is imperfect and need improvement especially you, too!

=)

Salute to XiaXue !!

Click this !!

And this !!

A lil getaway

Undeniably,

I'm being spoil hangus hangus by you =P

those who know Canto will get what I mean.

Thanks Lilian my dearmates,

I believe that's God sending me a hint :)

It's Father's Day this Sunday, Happy Papa Day in advance...

Sorry for unable to get home, no more tickets available...

last minute only realized the assignment postpone thus not that busy...

I miss you, miss mummy and the whole family <3

Before I make up my mind for falling in love with TEXTBOOKS!!!

I need a lil' getaway from school, stay tune peeps~~~*

xoxo

Just Simply

Been kinda stress lately.

And it's still not yet the climax with a heavy work.

Well just simply feels like dropping down my notes here.

I believe I can, from today onwards. From my head to toe.

Gained.

Life is wonderful, full with lessons and surprises in my opinion.

Time flies, we are growing up day by day and realized some people are really born to be your enemy and tend to make your life get flaws. Most of the time it's the bad creature - jealousy people, who spread rumors and craps intentionally to hurt you much and spoil your reputation. This is a growing process in our life, just smile and ignore the low life actions, thanks for giving us a chance to know how to protect yourself and more appreciate your own life.

我真希望

我真希望，这个周末同样能为你烧菜做饭，同样在家等你放工回来。。。

我真希望，你能不再为我劳碌奔波，担惊受怕。。。

我真希望，我能为你带来多多好运，工作顺利，薪水多多，不用在外受气。

我真希望，我们有４８小时，这样就能多一点时间和你在一起，也让倘若顺利回校的你不那么辛苦奔波于二处。。。

好了，准备睡觉了。

希望你没事。

Oh~ You make me smile~

Yes I do and you do;

and I know you love me truly madly deeply too ;)

Thankful ^^

I’m gonna be Rou Ma in this post…since this is my blog la kan?

It’s about the family part, I really felt thankful and blissful. I do.

Never regret on any choices in my life, never. This semester deferment made me and my family relationship goes further, and the gap gets closer.

Although most of the time we were pretty impatient and bad temper especially when we work, but we still know clearly we love each other and nothing can tear us apart.

Thanks Daddy Mummy, my 2 lovely and sweet sisters Bonnie and Cathee, and my brother Jensen. I’m glad I’ve you all. Seriously.

I remember the days I always have sisters prepare some soups, snacks and breakfasts for me, everytime when I get back from KL.

I remember the days I always have mother to do housework at home when I’m lazy.

I remember the days I always can sleep without worries when I’m not feeling well.

I remember the days I started to cook, do housework for them since they all treated me so nicely. And they were so happy.

I remember the days I always stick with Daddy when I was still a little girl crawling everywhere, just exactly like how my dad hugging and feeding his youngest baby grandchild now. And that’s so sweet, keeps remind me they are getting older although they keep maintaining themselves strong, for the sake of not to burden us.

I remember the days I always play with my daddy and he was so happy, but when after I grew up and stay far away from him, however I know he do love me and pamper me.

I remember the days although one of Daddy’s finger ain’t normal but he still able to earn money and being an entrepreneur just because his passion and aggressive attitude of making continuous improvements on his everything.

I remember the days I always sick and my mother always taking care of me, fed me many medicines and making her so worry; and felt relieved when she saw me getting recover.

I remember the days I saw mother always worry on her children and stress on work, causing her gets heart problem. That makes me think twice to consider giving up my dream to study oversea, as I know she loves me.

I remember the days I sleep in parents’ room together with them although I already a big girl and we got couple empty rooms at home, but I still prefer doing so as that’s my comfort zone. And they are happy I disturbed them, because I hardly got the chance to stay at home.

Seeing the kids growing up day by day, I know time flies…and I know, I need to be more and more mature minded and being considerate as well; no matter how pampered I’m.

Thank you. With all my heart.

Please read this!! *Important*

"Please read it if you able to read chinese and spread to others, it's about the negligence of our own health. "

请珍惜我们的生命，大家一定要看，祝大家永远健康！

《缺席的新郎》 我痛恨自己没有在醒来的时候叫醒他，我心疼的让他再睡一下,他就永远得睡过去了。我最欣赏他的认真负责，成了看不见的杀手, 该怨谁？恨谁？怪谁呢？ 我们一起在广告公司玩设计，他的创意、我的完稿、我们的搭配是那么完美，以至于公司的上上下下把我们自然而然的送作堆……我喜欢的是他的拼劲，和他曾出不穷的点子,而且，他的幽默会在生活中随时随地出现，每每让我惊喜不止, 却万万没有想到，在我们的婚礼上，他也开了一个最残忍的玩笑…… 我觉得自己非常幸福，得到这样认真负责又乐观进取的好男人。我们的相识也和他的顽皮个性一般，是充满戏剧化的。刚开始熟悉他的同事，因为，他的点子多而把他称作?梅花鹿?。久而久之，又嫌三个字太拗口，就简称他为鹿…… 我刚进公司的时候很不习惯，因为我姓陆，在校同学都叫我陆。每次有人叫他，我会下意识的应声。每次有人叫我，他也会笑嘻嘻的答应。他说：'你就别叫陆小姐，就叫鹿太太好啦！'从此，我就多了一个?鹿太?的绰号，以区别我们两人。 尽管，我心中满不愿意，却又觉得挺好玩的。和他深入交往之后，就渐渐觉得当鹿太太应该是一件很快乐的事。他给我的欢笑，会让我却了烦重琐碎的美工，而觉得手中的完稿，每个表现都新鲜盎然起来…… 四年的交往，我们情投意合，进而同居三年，却一直发不出喜帖来。并不是我们有意长跑，而是他的职务越来越重要，工作也越来越烦重，我们根本腾不出假期来结婚。他升了官，责任在身，每次比稿都要他领队详细说明产品设计，公司的业务蒸蒸日上，他的个人时间就越来越少，我有时还陪他加班，送点吃吃喝喝的为他补身体。 看他一支烟接着一支烟的抽，心疼的感觉他没办法体会，只说再拼一阵子就好。等存够了钱，我们可以开始自己创业就不必那么累了，我们的创业梦进行得很顺利。公司的老板也非常得器重他，累积的人脉、作品的口碑、得奖的荣誉、以及他谈笑风生的可爱个性，在在为他的事业加分。我觉得自己非常幸福，得到这样认真负责又乐观进取的好男人。我欣喜万分，梦想当新娘的画面早在我心头反反复覆几十遍。 我的怀孕，来得不知是不是时候，从忙碌的工作中，发现不适的异样，检查出来已经三个多月时，我非常的懊恼，认为他这样没日没夜的工作，不该在这个时候烦扰他，但是，他非常开心，当场就大声的说：'陆太，嫁给我吧！正正式式的当鹿太吧！'全办公室响起如雷的掌声，我的泪也欢喜的夺眶而出……七年的爱情长跑，终于要跑上红毯彼端，我欣喜万分，梦想当新娘的画早在我心头反反复复几十遍。 我们趁着肚子没有明显凸出时赶快去拍婚纱照。这家老客户跟他很熟，拍了比别人多三倍的底片，穿的礼服、选的地点、做的表情都是鹿自己设计的，他说一辈子只结一次婚，一定要搞笑一点，让人永远难忘。老板很大手笔送我们二十万的礼金，说是给他的创业基金，从此变成了同行，大家要互相帮忙。 他高高兴兴的答应在婚前完成最后一批比稿设计，我先辞去工作，一则孕吐难过，二则婚前有许多事要忙，他都没时间弄，我就只能为他分担我们家里的事，好让他在公司忙得没有后顾之忧。 他几乎是每天加班到早上六点才回家，迷迷糊糊睡到中午又回公司继续上班。连续一个礼拜终于交出了所有的设计稿，也交接所有的业务，离我们的婚礼只剩下不到三十个小时，我劝他什么是都别管，还是先睡一下吧！我们如何相信一个年轻力壮，从无宿疾的顽强生命，一睡成永眠婚礼。倒数计时的最后一天，他一睡就没有醒过来，他睡了十二个小时，清晨我醒来时，悄悄过去吻他，他的鼻息还非常均匀，可爱的长睫毛还闪一两下，好像在梦中还有什么歪点子一样，我觉得幸福塞满胸臆。漫长的做脸、上妆、弄头发过程，其实他可以不必陪我，弄完我去美容院旁的饭店休息室等他来就可以了。没想到我在饭店等了一个小时，手机和家中电话都没人接，他的亲戚一个也不见，后来，我才知道，他们一到家，发现他已经没有呼吸，连忙送到医院，医生判断是时下流行的过劳死，在连续加班后回家睡觉，一睡就成永眠。 要我如何相信一个年轻力壮，从无宿疾的顽强生命，就这样因为体内长期运作失调，而造成器官内讧，衰竭而死？家人商量着该如何告诉怀孕的我，以及所有准备好大闹一场的同事好友们，喜筵成了非正式的告别式，所有参加婚礼的宾客都忍不住落泪。我呆在新娘休息室，抱着他试穿过的西庄礼服不肯放，我痛恨自己没有在醒来时叫醒他，我心疼的让他再睡一下，他就永远得睡过去了。公司的老板内疚万分，他的父母则伤心得连话都不跟我说一句。我肚子里来不及见到亲爹的孩子，更是一阵阵作呕得提醒我，我最欣赏他的认真负责，成了看不见的杀手，我连恨都没法去恨，该怨谁？恨谁？怪谁呢？ (看完只有一个感想,工作虽然重要身体健康更重要)沉重的话题：一个97级的名校高才生，毕业后进微软的，上月死了，只不过25岁的黄金年龄，珍视自己的生命吧，大家。对自己好一点。 早一点睡,这件事是真的,因为一个朋友就在联旭当设计,死掉的人都还是她熟悉的同事。她同事死前每天加班到早上六点才回家,睡到中午又回公司继续上班,连续五天最后一天睡一睡就没醒过来了,死前都很健康无任何心脏方面的疾病。其实这已经是她们公司第三个过劳死的了,希望大家能随时注意自己的身体状况。 对了,今天听到一个悲伤的消息。广告界的好青年,又挂了一人了。此人是联旭的,是业务还是设计我也搞不清楚,来过我们公司几次。前几天在连续加班后的某晚, 回家睡觉后第二天就叫不醒,挂了。奇的是,约二个月前,也是联旭的一位女生业务,也是这样,不过她是离职后第二天,还是第几天,睡一觉就起不来了。医生说是猝死,推测是过劳。 总之,昨天和前天,晚上九点联旭就全部关灯,大家都不加班了。大家要好好保重身体呢。 发生迹象：原本一向身体健康,时常运动(打篮球)但在近日连续熬夜数晚,经过数日后,突然第二天起床会觉得很疲劳！一闭眼就想睡觉！(跟前一日熬夜的感觉不同),而且会腰酸背痛,但一到晚上精神又好起来！ 别以为这是小事！根据中医的看法,是因过劳而造成体内器官阴阳失调,就是体内器官起内讧,互相打架,最后造成器官衰竭而死 医生建议：晚上11：00前最好上床休息,中午尽可能睡半小时到一小时的午觉(午睡一小时抵过晚上睡三小时),年轻人一天至少要睡足八小时！ 那些经常半夜不睡觉的人！！收到没！收到没！！收到就早点睡啦！还看！ PS.为了大家健康,请转寄给你的朋友~~~谢谢！ 晚上9-11点为免疫系统（淋巴）排毒时间，此段时间应安静或听音乐 晚间11-凌晨1点，肝的排毒，需在熟睡中进行。 凌晨1-3点，胆的排毒，亦同。 凌晨3-5点，肺的排毒。此即为何咳嗽的人在这段时间咳得最剧烈，因排毒动作已走到肺；不应用止咳药，以免抑制废积物的排除。 凌晨5-7点，大肠的排毒，应上厕所排便。 凌晨7-9点，小肠大量吸收营养的时段，应吃早餐。疗病者最好早吃，在６点半前，养生者在７点半前，不吃早餐者应改变习惯，即使拖到９、10点吃都比不吃好。 半夜至凌晨４点为脊椎造血时段，必须熟睡，不宜熬夜。