Journey of Discoveries...

I’m gonna be Rou Ma in this post…since this is my blog la kan?

It’s about the family part, I really felt thankful and blissful. I do.

Never regret on any choices in my life, never. This semester deferment made me and my family relationship goes further, and the gap gets closer.

Although most of the time we were pretty impatient and bad temper especially when we work, but we still know clearly we love each other and nothing can tear us apart.

Thanks Daddy Mummy, my 2 lovely and sweet sisters Bonnie and Cathee, and my brother Jensen. I’m glad I’ve you all. Seriously.

I remember the days I always have sisters prepare some soups, snacks and breakfasts for me, everytime when I get back from KL.

I remember the days I always have mother to do housework at home when I’m lazy.

I remember the days I always can sleep without worries when I’m not feeling well.

I remember the days I started to cook, do housework for them since they all treated me so nicely. And they were so happy.

I remember the days I always stick with Daddy when I was still a little girl crawling everywhere, just exactly like how my dad hugging and feeding his youngest baby grandchild now. And that’s so sweet, keeps remind me they are getting older although they keep maintaining themselves strong, for the sake of not to burden us.

I remember the days I always play with my daddy and he was so happy, but when after I grew up and stay far away from him, however I know he do love me and pamper me.

I remember the days although one of Daddy’s finger ain’t normal but he still able to earn money and being an entrepreneur just because his passion and aggressive attitude of making continuous improvements on his everything.

I remember the days I always sick and my mother always taking care of me, fed me many medicines and making her so worry; and felt relieved when she saw me getting recover.

I remember the days I saw mother always worry on her children and stress on work, causing her gets heart problem. That makes me think twice to consider giving up my dream to study oversea, as I know she loves me.

I remember the days I sleep in parents’ room together with them although I already a big girl and we got couple empty rooms at home, but I still prefer doing so as that’s my comfort zone. And they are happy I disturbed them, because I hardly got the chance to stay at home.

Seeing the kids growing up day by day, I know time flies…and I know, I need to be more and more mature minded and being considerate as well; no matter how pampered I’m.

Thank you. With all my heart.

(1)当一个孤独的男孩经常对你厣厣一笑时,他已经喜欢上你了

　　(2)每次和你在一起的时候,他会很沉默,明明牵着你的手,却一会看天一会看云,你会认为他不喜欢你,错了,此时他眼里只有你,只是他习惯了一个人的感觉.

　　(3)当你在也受不住沉默的时候,你提出分手.他没有忧郁一刻便答应了,你认为他是真的不爱你,错了,他只要幸福快乐,满足你所有欲望,所以宁可忍痛退出.

　　(4)他答应以后,便故作一点也不在乎的,漫无经心的走掉了,但是你永远也不会知道他心里是多么难过,也许这是他真的知道世界上有一种感觉叫欲哭无泪.

　　(5)分手后,他每次走过你身边,都会显得更无所谓,但是你不会知道,当你转身只后,他会静静望着你的背影偷偷留泪

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　　(6)就在你终于知道他是多么爱你并且你也仍爱着他的情况下,你去他的廎室找他,推开门,他正在椅在床上默默叹气,你走进她他,他却顾也不顾的一把把你抱住,你笑了,这时却觉得衣襟湿湿的,你永远也不会知道,你的这个笑容,是他用多少不绵的泪夜换来的.

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三年前在一场报馆周年纪念上偶然的相遇，他和她从没想过会有这么一天，彼此会相恋；纵使当时他和她都是单身，双方只交换了电话就没更深一步认识。

后来也因各自有各自的生活，彼此也只是在线上很客套的偶尔纯粹聊天。

在三年后的某一天，她因受了不少前任情人冠上的莫须有罪名而彻夜难眠；巧遇他深夜依然在线上。。。于是，彼此开始了交心聊天。

在多次交谈过后，他和她发现许多意想不到的默契和思想上的共鸣；但也因在感情路上的跌跌撞撞试着不去把那微妙的的化学作用当成一回事。随后，她不想有误会，也不想再随便搞暧昧或是令他会错意，于是问清楚他为何第一次相见后便与她频密会面。

在他告白以后，她却有着不少的顾虑；她觉得认真的一段感情应该像老人家所谓般。。。仔细观察，并且该有女人应该有的矜持，这样才能有一段认真的感情。于是她从自我防备，到迟疑，怀疑，质疑。。。最后考虑。

机缘巧合下，双方因周遭事物发生的感触而明白到，人生不会重来；珍惜现在，把握当下的这个道理，令她决定了开始这一段感情。也很庆幸的，她的父母没反对她谈恋爱；而他对她的父母态度光明正大且积极。

悲观有时有悲观的好，凡事起码能为自己做最坏的打算和心里准备。他和她都不贪心，既然上天让他们两情相悦，一拍即合，那已经是最大的恩赐。。。倘若有一天必须分离，起码曾经开始，无须后悔曾经留白。因为当感情一日比一日深刻美好时；强烈的不安似呼在前方等着。恋人渡过蜜月期，实属必经其他考验，但彼此的隐忧却关乎生离死别。

未来的路或许还很长；也或许很短暂。。。但是他和她都会很珍惜每一刻。

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她很感恩。。。觉得如果现在上天要她离开这世界，她不会有遗憾。因为父母和男朋友对她的溺爱，她很知足，心底里其实一直很开心很幸福。人生不会再重来，她这一辈子活得没有遗憾，算是不枉此生。纵使曾经受过伤吃过亏，她也觉得那是上天让她经一事长一智的磨练；因为这样人才懂得保护自己，并珍惜身边所拥有的一切。

活了十九个年头。。。

她发现。。。

世界。。。正因缺憾而显得更加美好。

Sometimes the path that person have chosen do makes he/she got no turning point anymore.

What’s in your mind when you see this?

Dear readers, it’s not only child labor issue on this picture, but this work will cause 80% of them poison to DEATH!! And this child knows it clearly as he’s already not feeling well, but he had no choice because he needs the little amount of income not only to himself but also other family members as well!! I get to know this when I was watching CSI there was an episode related with this issue: “China GuiYu, e-waste capital.” Earn daily/hourly USD 0.80 (If not mistaken).

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I don’t feel good at all. I want to help, anyone knows anyways for me to donate money/post some items to them? OMG, poor child… there's certain people can splurge money in millions just like my previous posts, but there's A LOT OF people suffering like this little kid.

It’s not LV Bag latest collection, or a bottle of Chateau Lafite Rothchild 1982. It’s something special:

1. Luvaglio:

UK based Luvaglio has finally put something on the market that no one can justify. A $1 million dollar laptop. The tech specs are pretty boring but it comes with a diamond ring that serves as the power button and can actually be taken off and worn. Oh and the ring even acts as a security feature unlocking the computer. It’s probably the first time a security device is more desirable than what it guards.

The laptops are fully customizable with a selection of leathers, real woods and leathers.

2. Steinway Lyngdorf Model-D:

We have been so focused on the financial crises that we’ve neglected to pay attention to other issues, which, if left on the backburner could upset the status quo. Here are some nasty surprises:

§ New media:

An opportunity but also a challenge I think, it is the result of the Internet and the dramatic fall in distribution cost of all digital goods. We have seen it now, in first the music business, essentially the old music industry collapsed as the ability to distribute music was transformed… So that’s the new paradigm of the production and distribution.

§ The rise of China:

This issue is familiar. There’s not bigger event on the rise of China over the next 50 yrs. You’re basically going from roughly 300million people, who are reasonably well off, to then 600 million people and then a billion people. As all of those people get richer and richer and richer, live better, consume more, and travel more and so on, the implications off all of that for the world is historic in character.

Eat. Work. Yoga. Facial/Spa. Sleep. And dream.

生活其实可以很简单；